October 2010
September 2010
yojimboflow asked: Hey brosef! I noticed you reblogged my teams stuff.
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GLEE TONIGHT!
Icant wait for the Britney spears episode OMG!
Decisions
Im at a cross roads like iwant to move cause:
new/old place
new people
adventure
a change ineed to reinvent myself
But then like:
id miss alot of people (well like 2 or 3)
and iknow everyone
ihave a job here
But imean its not my decision. Iguess ijust have to live with whatever happens
365 day challenge!
Ok so here’s the deal basically alot of myfriends lately have been doing this thing where they take 1 picture everyday for a year. One of my friends is doing it cause she is a photographer and she’s doing it for a project another is cause he wants to get used to being in photos and not hating them.
Me iwant to do it cause it seems interesting so one picture of me a day. And actually...
Im so tired
Ihate that ihave to do everything for myself
Ican never forget
Iam so incredibly hurt right now like. It just keeps coming back no matter how much itry to get away. Thats what this all is ME TRYING TO GET AWAY. but it always pops up. And the worst part is everytime it does it just reminds me how much of a loser ireally am. That im not good enough.That idont make people happy. Icant just forget about it. It will forever haunt me, teasing me, mocking me....
“Parkour isn’t about fame or money.
Parkour is about living your own adventure,...”
– Mark Jon Evans AKA YoJimBo (via vimflow)
Vimflow Parkour: Efficiency; what defines Parkour? →
If anybody can come up with a better definition of efficiency (as it relates to parkour), then I’ll take this down. But as far as I’m concerned, this is all you need, and everything you need, to answer the question “Is it parkour?”
I’d like to take a quick moment to emphasize that the ORDER of…
THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE!
Saddness is Contagious
Why am inot normal
iwish iwas special
idk wat 2 du wit mah LYF.
Your worst enemy is yourself
You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re a...
The people who are "supposed" to love me the most
Its funny cause my parents are getting divorced (that isnt the funny part). The funny part is my mom wants me out of the house and live with my dad cause she doesnt want to fight with me anymore. And my dad wants me to live with my mom for his b.s. reasons. So basically each parent is pushing me on to live with the other NOT because of what they’re telling me though. Its cause neither of...
Gravity isnt the only thing thats been keeping me...
Idont know what to feel
what my life has come too
Ihate it when i find out bad things. Especially when i “find out” not even told but found out.
It doesnt matter igive up anyway on being happy
my posts are always depressing
cause im depressed
ibring people down
ihate my life
im rambling
bye.
Im worn out
Im so tired ifeel depleted and just low on energy. Im really bad at this game we call life anytime there is a decision imake the wrong move. And make others make wrong moves with me. Because misery loves company. Speaking of love im heartbroken. Love is something that doesnt want to be with me it just doesnt like me. Itry and imean ireally do. Igive out as much as ican but nothing comes back and...
Challenge Day
Today is gonna be a hard day. I’m gonna have to do things that idont want to do. And ihave to put someone close to me in a strange situation. But its for the better good. Iknow its hard butyou gotta do what you gotta do.
Token
Today was a bad day good night. Ijust walked around central park chillin having conversations with people bought the dopest hat ive ever seen. Apparently ilooke like a hipster (dope?) Had some taco bell. Got shoes read alittle bit. Everyone is alive. It was a good ending
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Ok wow im just gonna list every name ive ever heard and not even gonna say why im just gonna list them
Dark chocolate
Chic-fil-a guy
Cutie ;) (but all the ladies call me that you know hahaha)
Darkness
Waliopotea Mmoja (its Swahili…iknow ican’t get much more African than that)
Black joker
Africa
Congo
Bahizi
Spence
Big Daddy (hahaha another one from the ladies)
Kenyan
...
Day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
graduate high school
go to college
travel
get a job iactually like
Get a sponsorship with the WFPF (that ones gonna happen like next month)
Live in the city
Learn a martial art (that would be awesome)
read alittle more
have adventures
be happy
What An Eclectic Bunch.: I wish my blog was well... →
whataneclecticbunch:
I read all these blogs on the directory and think to myself, I really wish more people read mine. Don’t get me wrong, I really, reaaaally love all my followers. All twelve of you. I just want to affect more people. Sure I post a lot of pictures, but once in a while I do post something meaningful….
Ifeel the same
Unwanted.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives...
Well im not gonna say his name but ihave this friend who is almost exactly like me. Weird funny stupid blah blah blah. Only difference is his life is amazing he has everything iwant like its super annoying people even say we’re similar. Its annoying cause ialways think like man iwish ihad that or iwish ihad friends like that or iwish icould do that without people thinking ima freak....
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Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Yeah that’s me iguess (iknow ugly right)
Closer to the Edge - 30 Seconds to Mars →
Probably one of if not the best song of all time. There isaid it
Day 15- Put your ipod on shuffle: first 10 songs...
This one’s easy…Ihave no ipod, no mp3, no music. Therefore no playlist :/
Spinning out of control
Honestly its like ihave no control itry to tame my life but the more itry to control the wilder it gets. What do ido what else can ido. Its crazy when you know that the majority of actions in your life arent even your decision. Ifeel like im in a typhoon. Just being pushed in a hundred different directions no knowing which way’s up.
Focus
Irealize that in order to achieve what iwant im gonna have to go through some very rough spots and do things inecessarily dont wanna do but im not strong enough yet. If iwant to reach my goal im gonna have to work hard at it. Sometimes you gotta go through hell to get to heaven. And im ready for it even if it means drastic changes in my life. Its worth it in the end. The end justifies the means
Things ineed right now
Food
Sleep
And a Life
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
You’ve already seem this one but honestly this is the only one i have since we dont really ever take family pictures.
IDK
Ijust honestly dont know
Dont know what to do
what to think
what to say
who to even talk to
Nice guys finish last
Why? Why am ialways so sad? What did Ido to deserve being sad?
Itry
being nice(doesnt work),
having good morals,
being a good influence,
being friendly,
openly sending out good vibes ithink.
But iget nothing in return. My life is full of confusion and is in disarray. Ican’t think clearly. Why is life so unfair to me (and at times only me, or so it seems). Itry keeping my cool and...
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you...
Dear, To whom this applies
You hurt me and you dont realize it but its not your fault iwas vulnerable ishouldve known better. But it sucks cause it will never change(it never does) and i’ll always end up being hurt by not only you but everyone so idecided iwont even bring this to your attention. Iknow im hurt but that isnt a reason for me to hurt you. To put my problems on to others...
